Friday, January 1, 2010


I have decided from NOW 5:53PM JANUARY 1ST i will stop eatting junk. Even if I am hungry. It's not good for my heart body or soul...theirfore it's not good for me.

My biggest Resoultion this year is to grow closer and closer and closer to Christ no matter what.
This is what I say...this is what i want for my life.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Part 1: Day 3/15

In reality this is only my 2 day on this cleanse but my 3 day doing the lemon apple juice.
So my sister is coming to Oklahoma sunday. Just to give me the passport because we are both going to Peru and then she is going back to Texas until the 22nd or 23rd...not so sure yet.

I've been trying to focus on my study of the Bible and my study of Japanese and trying to learn some spanish and a bit of korean. Ok I know that is a lot but I really want to learn Japanese and Korean...spanish is just for fun. I don't think that will be very difficult to learn at all.

My face is still a bit bumpy and my pores are still big. My sister said I should be drinking at least a gallon a I will try.

Studying language is difficult if you don't have anything to listen to in order to copy the way the native speaker talks. Unforunately I don't have a computer of my own that has excess to the internet, so I must rely almost solely on books. Which brings for the problem of becoming bored easily. I have decided to make up games for every new vocabulary I learn.
Hopefully this along with writting stories I will write helps.

I can't wait until this cleanse is over.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Day 2/15

I have a new clease called PARAGONE...hopefully it words. I have to take 2 pills and then 7 drops of this liquid stuff in 8 onces of water. 3 times a day. It's more powerful then the other stuff I was taking. I hope it gets rid of all the parasites. My face the bumps and swelling has gone down, but you can still notice the effects of the toxins. I hope that it goes away fast. At any rate I will be posting more later.
.....update soon....
Ok update. Last night my brother got my mom and sister on speaker phone and they were saying all of there horrible things about parasites.
They were trying to freak me out even though they weren't meaning too.
I have been reading a lot of books lately, but I think right now I should only be focusing on the Word of God. Everytime I read it, it brings so much revelation.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Day 1/15 PART 1

8:20 am
Okay today is my first full day on this fast. Sunday I had eaten other stuff before starting.
My swelling and some of the bumps has gone down.
I had a weird dream. I was at a church that moved in the Spirit and some how I ended up in a car with my mom and some other people. She was telling me how she didn't like this fast I was doing. She was like 'I don't know why you want to do this?'
Then I told her about how it grows people closer to God, and I really gave her a rundown. I wasn't afraid to speak my mind. I only hope, if someone says something snotty about my fasting, they will realize that it is not only for health reasons, but also for reason to pull me closer to God.

I am already it will definitely be obvious, but at the same time I am not going to tell anyone of my ventures of fasting(family,friends,people with negative thoughts). I can't take anymore stares from people, and scorning words. Instead of scorning me they should be fasting and seeking God for themselves. It's ridiculous. You can tell someone about a pastor who did a fast for 40 days and how the SPIRIT OF GOD was upon him and how he did miracles in Jesus' name, and people will be like I guess he was a special case. Fasting is for every believer. Fasting slows you down and gets you to a place before God. I will not give up on my fast; if anything I am more willing to finish. I think the biggest trick of the enemy is intimidation. If the enemy can get you intimidated he can rule your life through fear. I say no, and I say yes to Christ. NO MORE FEAR.
The kingdom of heaven suffers violence and the violent take it by force...I guess I am the violent.

Out of the abundance of thoughts the mouth speaks. I know who I can trust, by just hearing what people say. It they are more on the positive side of things. I probably can trust them. I think that God is really moving this coming new year and the years to come. That is why we must getting closer to God now. It has been prophesied that many horrible things with begin to happen in America's economy, society, geographical regions. I heard also the there will be a (man made) famine, because of the bio-tech. seeds will be unable to produce fruit well, and unable to penatrate the ground in more cases. Also heard from a prophet that someone was going to try to k*ll the pr*sident (christians please pray that this doesn't happen). If this happens there will be huge r*ots (bl*ck/wh*te r*ots). Many people (bl*ck and wh*te) will get k*lled in these senselessly in these r*ots. Also the *ssinator will be thought to be a wh*te person, but it will not be. It will be a t*rr*rist group that will try to pin it on a wh*te stir up more fear. God has told me not to be afraid or intimidated by this or by my fast, because He is the Lion of Judah watching over me. A good thing that was prophesied was that the Glory of God would be extremely strong doing this time. People will be praising God and God will just be in the mist of it visibly. His Glory would be heavy and present. People could call out to God in the mist of His presence and see change instantly. Parents were calling out for their children and before the where done praying the children would come in the church saying that they want to give their lives to Jesus. In the last day you will really be able to see the people who are Christians and the people who just say they are, but never asked Jesus to be their savior. It's like the parable of the wheat and taerres. You can't tell them apart until the day of harvest...then you can tell the difference.
I say, America be watchful.
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I haven't drank anymore lemon/apple yet (just woke up), but today is a real day of just hanging out with God and talking with Him and meditating on His word.
I will tell you my body's reaction after I drink the lemon/apple juice.

Update soon:
I have just notice how big/ huge even my pores are becoming. Toxins are just pushing through. The lemon apple juice works big time. For some reason everyone once-in-awhile I will get allegic reaction (seemingly possible detoc effect) out of the blue. I got a new treatment for the parasites. I took the other one back. This one has wormwood and walnut(something) in it. The box said 15 days on the cleanse 5 days off and 15 days back on. So I have made up a new plan. For 15 days I will do the lemon apple juice. Then 5 days of fasting and then 7 day of veggies and the last 7 days lemon apple juice again. Still a 3 part system.

Today I read PSALMS 27,28,29
For me fear is an issue that I have to face head-on. It's hard for me to face peoples words because I enternalize it sometimes. But reading PSALMS 27 has really made me think 'what am I focusing on. Is it fear of man or God, am I beholding the beauty of the Lord. I also must wait on the Lord and give Him time to speak to me. Sometimes I just need to slow down and quiet myseld. Psalms 38 again enforces thefact that the Lord is out strength. Look to Him. All 3 chapters were inspiring and powerful. I think I'm going to read through Psalms. It's powerful.

Today I was reading 'The skinny'. It's a quaint book of commonsense when it comes to being healthy. Unlike most books they promote eatting what you want. They also talk about potion sizes and eatting for yourself and not for other people (which a lot of people do). They don't want to offend anyone so they eat what they really don't want just to please someone else. (I think we should give that the name 'food bullying'. They don't necessarily reject the use of meat or meat products, but they give some good alternatives. Unlike other books they don't discourage the consumption of meat of tell of the horrible things manufactors fo to the animals, but I find it somewhat refreshing that they don't disguss the stories being company walls, because every-once-inawhile I like to read somthing that is upbeat in tempo reather then negative. i believe it's wise to be informed but not everybook has to dicuss such things. We already have plenty of books that do. Anyway all-in-all a good book for those who aren't nessecially healthy, but find it hard to become healthy. Basically it's eat what you want in protions and eat your veggies too and exercise. (Basic common-sense) It's a pretty light read but I believe it's benefical no matter what your style of eatting is. good tips and pretty informative.

Sunday, September 6, 2009


God has been telling me to fast for a while now. I have this nasty parasite in my eye and in my probably in my intestines. My fast is going to consist of 3 major parts.

First detox: I am taking a parasite killer called 'Bio-chem Parafactors' It says to take 2 times daily after a meal for 2 weeks. Then to stop taking it for 3 weeks and to began taking it again for 2 more weeks or until bottle is empty.

The first two weeks I will be drinking only lemon and apple juice. Which is an extreme detox for me. I will also be taking
Colloidal Silver which will be apply 3-6 drops in my eyes everyday.

The 3 weeks without taking 'bio=chem' I will be water fasting

and then I will be lemon and apple juicing for the last 2 weeks or until I run out of 'bio-chem Parafactor'

I am already starting to see detox effects from the lemon face is breaking out like nobodys business...small bumps everywhere on my face, and stomach is pretty bubbly.
I really have to do some soul searching and seeking out God. I believe we are going to enter into a time where things are going to get crazy. I think this is a time for prayer and growing as close to God as we can possibly get. I will be in Peru for part of the 21 day water fast. I hope the other christians I go with don't make a big deal about it. I mean God calls us to fast. Today while praying God told me not to be afraid, so I'm going to stand strong and not be afraid. I hope everything goes well. I really don't want anymore parasites...especially in my eyes.

I will tell you guys of any detox, emotions, and spiritual connectedness I get from this. I'll talk to you all later.
Well...I guess I should say my weight so as to know how much I should gain back after this is over. I weigh 130. Healthy weight at my height, but this fast is about seeking God and getting rid of my problems. Seek first the kingdom of God and all these things will be added unto you. I will be seeking God. I will not be afraid.
Be Blessed All.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

A Progessive Worker

If there is one thing I know, it's that God works progessively. Progressivly changing us from the person we were, to the person we are, and even to the person we will be. Of course that change only happens when permission is given to fulfill that change in our lives.
The Holy Spirit will only do the work that you allow Him to do. I have learn so much by just praying in the Holy Spirit and meditating on The Bible and reading the words allowed in the silence of my room or even early morning in the field outside my house. Just meditating on the Words Christ spoke or meditating on simple proverb bring so much truth to my life.

I'm also beinging to realise how in God's image we as people really are. We have a body, but our spirit was created in the established image of God. That is why in the Bible is says that He seeks those who will worship Him in spirit and in truth. When we live for Christ we are made a new creature. No longer do we have the same corrupted spirit that was heridally past on to us by Adam and Even. Our spirit is created new, and slowly like leaven hidden in flour. That new nature of Christ is hidden in the innermost part of our spirit and slowly working it's way though. The Holy Spirit, our comforter, is searching our spirit in order to pray affectly for us. He knows God's plans for our lives and eagerly waits until we decided to pray and He prays through us in tounges unknown to the human ear to God...and soon we begin to start fulfilling our destiny faster, because the Holy Spirit is seek what we need to change in our lives.

Christ is definitely a Progessive Worker.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Health Careless Nation:Bringing light to the lies in America

The true importance of health is critical to true well being. When will America understand that vibrant life and shear unbalance is the our hands or in the mist of your stomach. It's like the blind leading the blind in most hospitals or the sick leading the sick. Both ends lead in disease.

Hospitals now becoming drug stations. Doctors now dieing or dealing with the same things and symtomes their patients are dealing with. Doing and addicted to the same things their patients are addicted to. Drugs and Food...just like the administration.
I've only been working in the hospital for about a month, but I see the destruction processed foods have on the pyschi, the brain, and the heart. Destroying it destroys. Painfully breaking down the moral fibers of life. Not caring about themselves, in turn not caring about others. Life is a cycle and we are all on this faris wheel, but in turn we decided if we jump off early or possibly stay on a little longer.

The people I work with make fun of health....
and they work in health care.

At the hospital nurses and doctors are always talking about how tired they are. I just realized I never want to have health issues. I want to have energy and strength. That is why I know being health is truely the best thing we can do for our body.